Cursed be thy heart

Cursed be thy heart
what it sought was nothing but falls.
cursed be thy eyes
to ruin it brought me
for what it desired
denied me the Honor

lost and wounded
is my oppressed heart
to thy god it pledges
for forgiveness i can not own
repent, thee voice of hunted
spirit tells thee
for it may spare you
from the sin you have committed

aye, sin I have done
and no longer do I posses
refuge, peace or rest within.

sorrow my only dish
sight of regret my only word
denial of the unknown
my only comfort.

lost to the wind
is my careless thought
I weep for thee
yet I have no cause
for what he left me not of thy
will
and yet thou left me more than my crave
without a thought cruelest he
did break thy heart
for it killed thy poor heart
with the sharp sting of his talk.

purest was my love
innocence was my unexposed eye
fair was my word
alas, youth did prove me wrong.

I Fancy thy head thus it tirest
with falls joy, which it desires.
sleep, sleep, you poor creature
I tell thy self
for I own not the right
to entertain thy head
with fancy and lies as such.
cruelest, cursed be he
for I perished his love
and in return
He scorned my never ceasing pain.

for death I await
to end this life
that fate drowned
my story
now I have broken from thy happy dream
for love
was its theme.