I Hate This

I flipping hate this already,
I only want to die.
I have just one small wish,
I don\\\'t want to survive.
I don\\\'t care if it\\\'s violent,
or even if it\\\'s quick.
Just take away this misery,
I know my head is sick.
I don\\\'t care if it\\\'s slow,
or full of lots of pain.
It\\\'s tearing me up inside,
it\\\'s making me go insane.
So grant me my small wish,
and make it disappear.
To stay alive a little longer,
is my one and only fear.
Take it all away,
in peace, just let me die.
I don\\\'t want to hurt no more,
no more I want to cry.

One of those moments. Let me know how you like it. Thanks!!:)