Wanting to cry, wanting to die

Some days i just want to break down & cry.
other days i just want to die.
how can life be this way?
it makes me not even want to stay.
This place is so light.
to me, this just isn't right.
i like my eternal dark.
this is where i make my mark.
The is me for who i am.
if you don't like it, i don't give a damn.
this is me wanting to cry.
this is me wanting to die.