I am scared, I am afraid........

There was this 'lil girl
Born in a small family of a big town,
Holding hands of her brothers, she grew
Loving people every day ,old and new.

A small sweet girl was she,
Liked by everyone in her school
Played all games of any kind
And yet studies were never left behind.

She was so happy , kept smiling all the time.
Though somewhere she felt,
She was not just what she looked,
There was hidden a lot behind the tooth.

One day she noticed while saying a prayer to god,
Oh ! He replied...to her shock...
She agreed to what he said,
And it really worked for her, unbelievable,
Yet again she tried,
And finally believed it was just so right.

She met people, so many,
They came and they went,
Some getting into a fight and the destiny took them away,
But she moved on and on, choosing her right way.

Reached her college and those years she lived
An unforgettable part of her life ,
But one day a mistake she made,
A regret due to which she even felt to commit suicide.

So many dreams weaved within her mind,
all seem broken ,
she cried and cried night after night
when one such night she met her angel... !!

The angel,her god, blessed her with some powers,
which she was not allowed to use for self,
she would now live for others
blessing them all with her help.

It was this when she started her true journey of life,
She realized how much pain in the world dwelt.
Getting a smile over such sigh was now her aim
Without others knowing about the love for them she held.

She made friends and went closer to them,
After knowing about their pains , she smiled and said,
Just don't worry, this moment will leave u soon
And never told the direction which otherwise was to be led.

Within all these happy things, a pain was hidden,
Her powers were bound by such a condition
To get them their happiness,
She was always asked to sacrifice the equivalent.

And then just a few days more,
To their shocking surprise
Everything took a proper shape,
Without just paying a single penny as price.

With every smile she moved further,
Spreading love all around,
They got their lives back
And never heard again her sound.

It all seems so easy and simple,
But is this true, hell
Apart from those powers, she was human
And no one ever felt her tears when they fell.

One such person she once met,
Who saw her tears and understood her in and out.
They both were so close, that this time,
She herself felt the pain inside.
She helped her through all the obstacles,
Fulfilled all her dreams,
Then came the toughest time, angel call
To move away from her life, ahead
Will she do this to me too....
I am scared , I am afraid !!!