Light feeling shy...

I walk at this odd hour of time,
in this small area of my house
the sky seems so dark and vast,
oh! I realize,I am heading so fast.

A step ahead
and after a few of them I am back,
my mind hovering in the past
I feel something now I lack.

The cool air breezing
yet I am sweating.
carrying a heart so heavy
not a single wish am I getting.

The world moving away,
I am where I was.
Everything is spreading around,
but life has taken a pause.

I think and I think
how to get rid of my thoughts.
Tears fell from my eyes
how do I wipe these tiny drops.

Crying every night,
no answers for why and what,
I wish for a helping hand
Raising my head I see above.

I see the moon shining at its best
But my heart is like the rest
just like the rest of the darkened sky
just like the light feeling shy.......