You Hang Up

You talk when you want to
It hurts me and makes me feel blue
I didn't do anything
This is such bad timing

The tears aren't coming to my eyes
But i just keep listening to your lies
I'm not stupid; I know
And it hurts and makes me feel low

I don't understand
I wanna grab your hand
I don't know what happened
Where is the flawful bend?

Why does it hurt?
And why do i feel like dirt?
You're controlling me
As I sit alone sadly

My heart feels shattered
Not like I ever mattered
My mind is shot
And my stomach is in a huge, giant knot

This pain is unbearable
I feel miserable
Love shouldn't consist of pain
I just want to cry in the rain

I'm all alone
Waiting by the phone
I'm waiting for your call
AS I'm staring at my blank wall
Is it time for us to break?
Or is this just another fake?