I Still Feel You

Wrapped up in memories I lay
Another day is done and gone
Wonder what I can do or say
To keep on going on.

You aren't here anymore
And sometimes it hurts so bad.
I think I hear a knock at the door
And quiet returns and I'm still sad.

If I look somewhere deep inside my soul
You are still somewhere around me
I can feel you and I return whole
And joy comes to surround me.

Call me crazy but I still feel you
Here it chills my very bones
It feels surreal too
My heart is returning home.

Why did you have to go?
Why did I have to stay?
Why did life let me know
That you went away?

I still feel you
Wrapped up in my arms
I still dream too
About your worldy charms.

It's almost been two years
Since God took you away
Life became a trail of tears
Since here I had to stay.

I'm still trying I swear
To continue to be strong.
For the little one I care
The only thing that keeps me going on.

Sometimes she sits there and cries
And I wonder if somewhere within
She has grown to learn and realize
Daddy's not coming home again

I still feel you and always will
I still wonder where you are
Why did God have to kill
My baby love in that car

I still love you till death we meet again.
I still want you to know
You are still my best friend
Till the day I have to go.

The night stays silent for a little while
Till little feet patter to my bed
And I'm greeted with a smile
"Mommy was it something I said?"

Choking back the tears I pull her with a tug
"I'm just missing Dad."
And she gives me the greatest hug
And I don't feel so sad.

"I still feel him and see him in you.
He'll always be around here
In your smile and eyes of blue"
I say with another tear."

Wrapped up in memories I lay
Another day is done and gone
Wonder what I can do or say
To keep on going on.