Not suppose to be

Its amazing how each passing day.
A person starts to fade away.
And all because the fact they didnt want people to know.
About the pain that never shows.

But if u look deep in there eyes u might just see.
The pain inside them thats keeping them from being happy.
And u wonder how they fake a smile.
Without anyone figuring out for awhile.

And when at night most people sleep.
From those who are hurt and are crying are hurt pretty deep.
And u might not notice the scars on there arms.
The pain has inflected them so bad that its brought physical harm.

Although it might seem that cuttin might help.
Well let me tell u it takes the pain away but brings back more pain than u ever delt.
And when holding ur emotions in it just hurts more.
So let me tell u somethin else let the tears just pour.

Everyone in awhile u heart might break.
And u might have made a couple mistakes.
but theres many things in life taht i do regret.
something in my passed ill never forget.

And the pain has held me back from moving on.
And my heart break has brought my self esteem down.
And the strength to keep going has merly faded away.
And I think this pain is here to stay.

I try to stay strong but i keep going weak.
And this pain inside is sinkin more and more deep.
But i cant do anything except just sit here and cope.
And try gain faith and not lose hope.

And many might think that fakin a smile is good.
but believe me it isnt it just brings more pain than it should.
But never give up and always believe.
That the courage is hidden deep inside where its not suppose to be

JayJay
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