Forgiveness

Few days ago
i prayed so god would show me away
to talk to my fairy

aye,,so i did talk to him
but i wish so much that i had not
for i caused him a lot of grieve
a lot of sadness for he did not expect such unfairness from thee

i did him wrong..and i shall be sorry
hard time i had lost night
not being able to see while i was lost in thy own thoughts

i thought of him till the morning sun
till my heart couldn't take it any more
i thought for so long
and saw how wrong i was
how selfish and lost

i didn't get the chance of telling my fairy
how sorry i am
oh dear god..its my last wish
for him to know that from the bottom of my heart
i ask for his forgiveness
and until he does
i shall not rest
nor be at peace