Like the dried leafs
During an autumn storm
My thoughts fly in my mind
Messing with all that I got
I try getting them under control
But they change as fast as the wind goes
Seems to be that I caught the one
That is clean and crispy but suddenly it turns bad
Try again?
Stopped it all?
Mix of feelings.
What about both?
I know I CAN
I just need to concentrate
If I take one at a time
I may be able to get ahead of my thoughts
What is the best for me at this time?
I still have feelings for Matt
But the passion. The passion.
Do I have to give it up?
NO. FOCUS
For now, focus in only one
Money, money
To pay for all the staff
That will release some pressure and maybe,
Maybe my marriage will last
If not, I could start from zero
My new complicated life
