Longing

So wut happens when u juss can't move on
lyfe just seems 2 long
& your longing 4 a purpose
but u cant make sense of anythin
& all u wanna do is give up
but u no u can\'t cause thats selfish
so somehow u find a way 2 survive 4 your friends
so u can be thea 4 them
yet u feel like theas no1 thea 4 u
lyke a puppy whos lost its way
but in reality ppl r standin beside u
leadin the way with arms wide open
but it neva seems that way
& every second makes u weaker
so whats a girl 2 do
when shes so confused
& has no answers
she stops askin questions
stops carin
&watches her life gradually slip away