Stupid me

I know what i am to him
even though i wish it wasn't true
this love that i feel
its to strong to go through

you don't understand
how it feels to be used
he knew how my heart hurt
how i was so emotionally bruised

but he didn't care
he told me how perfect i was
how his girlfriend
has so many flaws

how he loved me
so much more than her
and the stupid girl inside me
kept thinking how perfect we were

i should have know
what would occur
how in the end I'm nothing to him
and how he would pick her

when he would say he would call
i would sit on my bed
staring mindlessly at the phone
awaiting the call that he said

i should have figured
he would never change
maybe his girlfriend is just better
maybe I'm just to strange

i wish he would know
what hes putting me through
even when i try to tell him
it just makes me even more blue

of course he would never understand
he was having to much fun
hooking up with two girls
instead of just one

i know what i have to do now
even though i don't want to
leave him behind
i needed to find a clue

i guess the message from the friend was enough
the one where I'm a tart
how in the end
he would eventually break my heart

but the damage was done
and i know what to do
ignore the phone calls
i need to start a new

so good bye to the boy
the one who has no regrets
leaving me in the gutter
i know he'll deserve what he gets