Ashamed

I used to be ashamed because of the things that you did.
It makes me sick to know i used to dream of having your kid
Under your control I lost my self respect and soul
I must have been possessed to sink so low.

Eve was right when she said love is blind
Whatever possessed me to think you could be kind

You are evil to the core, never satisfied til my heart and body were sore
I still cant believe you are the one i used to adore

You claimed to love me but you wore me down
To stand for the physical and mental abuse you gave i must have been a clown

I turned my back on friends and family and made u number 1
That has to be the most messed up thing Ive ever done

What goes around comes around and one day you'll see that you made the biggest mistake of your life destroying me