Sunshine

It's nice and warm today
A nice day to go out
I want to hide away
Cuz I'm feeling so much doubt

The light is too bright
With wide open skies
I'm fighting with all my might
As the truth is reflected back in my eyes

This sunshine makes me sad
It brings back such memories
When I was happy or mad
When we were together happily

The sunshine is shining on me
Is it trying to deliver a message?
Is it trying to help me see?
So I don't fall off an edge?

It's mocking me, making me hurt
I'm alone, in pain
Please avert
Or I'll go insane

How I long to forget
All about us
That we ever met
And all that fuss

This sunshine makes me reminisce
Making me want to cry
Longing for your kiss
I now remember all the times I've tried

I've been keeping my silence
Just screaming inside
After all these events
It refuses to subside

My ears are ringing
My insides are tearing apart
My lips are singing
By listening to my heart

I'm tired and slow
I'm tired of waiting
No where to go
Are we still dating?

I don't know what's going on
Or what to do
Are you gone?
I just want you

Just a response
I want you to be straight forward
I'll keep all my silence
I've already lost my whole world...