My angel is not real

Broken Angel

Mystic memories of loves broken dreams
An angel walks on god's earth and said she loves me
Her powers of enchantment
Are more then I can take
I give myself to her after her loving embrace
I watch and stare and yet I can not breathe
One second without her, I start to fear
I panic and start to rage
As some part of me understand why I fear
My angel she is not what I think her to be
As I fall deeper and deeper in love
I lose all of my energy
I become weak and scared
As I see and feel her dancing away
My mind, stand over the edge of life's cliff
I dive straight down and hit the ground
Only to wake I find myself still here
My angel is not real
My heart breaks
My body weeps
As the truth encapsulates me
I feel so much pain
And I miss her so
She was more love then I have ever know
But now she is gone and I am so alone
Sometimes I dream, before the horror
Of the happiness that was
O god what a sorrow, it's hurt so much