Ice Cubes

Ice cubes burning my thigh,
before the blade comes crashing down,

I wish this could be over,
I wish i could drown,
All this Pain, all this Fear,
im a king without his crown.

I sit and weep
I sit and cry

O please O god !

O please let me die...

this was when i was going through a period when i was watched very closely and ice cubes and muscle spazms were my way of ridding me of my pain.