I Killed You Inside

My mind is filled
With thoughts of you.
I'm out of control,
Don't know what to do.

You say you like me
And we'll be together soon.
But you don't act that way,
But i'm hoping that it's true.

My feelings for you
Have gotten too deep.
My heart is tired
And i begin to weep.

I can't stop thinking about you,
And my heart won't let me stay away.
I keep going back to what you have said,
And pray that you'll just come my way.

I remember that night,
when we both felt so great.
Your heart in my ear,
I thought it was fate.

Your arms around me.
You held me tight.
I felt so happy,
no sign of fright.

With these other girls
You would still flirt.
But it's me
That you now hurt.

How could you say these things,
And take away my fears?
But act in this way
And just bring me to tears?

I really liked you and you could tell
But it's my heart that you shall break.
As you tried to hold me still that night,
You saw me freak and start to shake.

You are the reason i died that night.
You were the slits on my wrists,
The blood on the floor,
The last person i kissed.

And now as i watch you,
Far away in a land.
You slip through life;
An hourglass filled with sand....