If Only

No more long nights,
Not another deary day,
You are not in my life,
Although I wish and pray,
That you would come back,
And never leave again,
Not only were you my true love,
But also my best friend.
I don't stare at your picture,
I no more cry at night,
And think of the day,
When my heart had taken flight,
You were there through the good times,
And also though out the bad,
You strived to make me happy,
The instant I felt despondent and sad,
Oh how I covet for you,
For I would willingly give,
Every fiver of my existence,
If only you still lived.