My heart bleeds for you

The day you went away.
i thought the pain would never end.
i lost my brother but most of all i lost my best friend.
the night when you wouldn't come to a stop and lost control of the wheel was my worst nightmare come true.
it feels like it was my fault because i told you to go faster, but now i realize that it was no one's fault.
it was just a bad case of karma.
i still wake up in the mornings hoping you'll be in your room fast asleep.
but when i go in to check.
the room is so cold and empty.
i just dont know what to do anymore.
i drown my self in music but it doesn't ease the pain it only brings more.
we all miss you.
you were the best thing in my life and the only thing that is keeping me alive today.