What If...?

What if i killed myself?
would you care?
would you even know my name?
you never cared before
you said you did but hurt me more

what if i just cut my arm?
would you notice?
would you say anything to help me?
maybe you'd jus' let me keep going
let my pain keep steadily growing

what if i said my pain was too much?
would you hold me 'nd comfort me?
would you say you were there for me?
you did care once upon a time
when my life would really shine

what if i died today?
would you cry?
would you die too?
you'd probably move on
live your life like i never was

what if i said i'm already dead?
would you look for me?
would you break down when you found me?
look in the corner
i'm there in my blood