Crazy life of lies
my heart slowly dies
i cry alone at night
frozen by my constant fright
you say you love me, swear you do
but you've caused so much pain, it's all on you
i thought we were forever
but i guess you could never
have the love that i had
God i wanted you so bad
but now you've broken my heart
you're tearing me apart
how could you say the things you said
oh, how i wish that i was dead
you took my life from me
i couldn't be free
you said you'd love me till the day i died
if only you knew the tears i've cried
i know it's over don't worry, dear
the night i die is here
the day is today the time is now
but way of death i'm not sure how
i sit uncertain, crying in pain
all my love for you in vain
so here again i slit my wrist
my pathetic soul just won't be missed
now i take my final breath
saying i love you at my time of death
