Mixed-up life

No feelings
I'm so monotone
so lost
I'm all alone

fruck it
they don't understand
things just aren't
working out like i planned

it's OK, don't worry
fruck you too.
I'm only a freshman
what can i do?

what? you think
you know my problem?
you think you
can solve them?

i don't think that
it goes that way.
you can't help with any
thing you do or say.

stop. stop. stop.
you try to gilt me me
but you already know
I'm listening intently.

I'm done with
this guilt trip
but i won't say it
and let myself slip.

I'll hold my tongue
and shut up.
just one more day living
in this mix-up.