A friend you thought would care
someone that was there
all of a sudden turns their back
'nd you're left in the desolate black
the depression you thought you could control
comes back 'nd you're left with a hole
consuming your heart
why did they part?
a friend you thought was so close
now you jus' wanna over-dose
what did you do so wrong
that they would leave you after so long
but maybe some friends aren't meant to stay
as you sadly go your way
you wanna cry alone
to pain you must be prone
but no tears come out
so you scream 'nd shout
anger begins to consume
your normal life can't resume
accustomed to havin' someone to talk to
what are you supposed to do
how are you supposed to cope
when they took all your hope
the only person that would listen
but now you look at your blade glisten
with no one to say no
should you let your pain show?
let death take the final win?
commit the eternal sin?
maybe you should let it go
but what would you know?
you trusted someone that was so willing to leave
someone who in you they would always believe
but now those times are over
'nd you live in night's dark cover
tryin' to think of the promise of tomorrow
but this is a new pain that you just don't know
it seems worse but hurts the same
maybe you really are to blame
you messed up again
in this life you jus' can't win
so you've made up your mind
to happiness you're blind
so you grabbed a knife
'nd took your life
but is it better now?
could it be? 'nd how?
but it doesn't matter does it?
you had enough of the shit
at your funeral people cried
they couldn't believe you actually died
everyone wondered but not the one who wasn't there
do you know who it was? heh, it was a friend you thought would care.
