Silently waiting

I hear the messages
Every day
Here within me
Everything you say

A slight whisper
A sudden note
Something that scares me
A thought that floats

I am different
From knowing you are here
A silent whisper
Closeness if you dare

I know you can hurt me
By just one word
By ignoring my pleas
My feelings unheard

I sit here and wait
I sent a message
Full of love; not hate

So as I sit
And stare at the scream
I wonder if you will say
Just what you mean

Silently waiting