A simple wish

Alone.
So where did you go this time?
To get me flowers?
To buy me a ring?
If only.
I used to wish for you.
You came.
I had you.
Now all I can do is wish again.
I can still smell you. Feel you.
I want you.
But you are not there.
All I have now are these tears.
As familiar as my reflection.
But even that is not familiar anymore.
I don't know myself.
I can't live with myself.
Can't live without you anymore.