You.
You're always there.
In my mind, in my thoughts.
I can't think straight.
I spin around and every
Little object I connect to you.
I replay in my mind that
I'm over you.
But my heart over powers
And fills thoughts of you in my head.
I'm suppose to be thinking of him,
I'm taken,
Or as of what I think.
I know there's always going to
Be a place in my heart for you.
Your name is scarred
On every part of my body.
It's hard not to think about
What used to be,
Especially now when there might
Still be a chance for us.
But who do I choose?
Someone who doesn't mean
As much to me,
Or someone I've fought for?
Good and bad,
Even if it meant I got hurt in the process.
It might sound easy on who to choose,
But why give up now
For someone who doesn't know you as well?
Hasn't been through everything with you,
Or doesn't feel or think the same as you?
When there's someone who knows you,
Inside and out.
Your thoughts and your body.
For a difference maybe?
I don't think.
I hear you don't want to
Screw things up,
Keeping me from being confused,
Even if that means we won't be together.
But make me confused.
Make things screwed up.
Prove to me you'll do
Anything and everything.
We're always after the chase,
But always at the wrong time.
You show you're "taken" too,
Act like you really like her,
Like I act when I'm with him.
But I see it in your eyes.
And when our eyes meet,
My mind fills up with questions.
And you try to figure out
What we are.
Just friends,
With an old, torn love?
Or maybe the whole experience
Is just the beginning.
Maybe this is just growing
And maybe this is all just a test.
A test to see how much
We can take,
How long and how hard we will fight for.
