The night before I met you
I had a dream about you
So when I saw that you are real
I knew that it was there for a reason
You pulled me out of a shit hole
And gave me a taste of paradise
And may be you think I hate you
But the truth is, you were the best thing that ever happened to me
I'm sorry I have hurt you
I'm sorry for not being perfect
You are worth more than you think
I wish
I wish I could have given to you what you have given to me
But as much as I tried, you could not see
You always thought
I do not care
I don't try
I don't love
But in truth
I love you
More than you can imagine
Even if it did not show
I always did
Right from the start
The hurts and the remedies
The lies and the truth
The distance, but also the closeness of our soles
The long time of wait, but also the little time we knew we are one
The jealousy that someone would leave
The fights, about things that we did wrong
It was a test my dear
A test from the Lord
To test us if we can stand out the odds together
And show him we can love each other
But this test we have failed
All this love we had my sweet darling
Is now all sorrow
Im sorry about the things I could not do
But I thank you for giving me a year and a half of your love
Your love that let me be truly happy, and truly alive, for the time that I was with you
Your love that I cannot forget
I may be just one of many girls for you
But for me you are the only one
And I know it sounds stupid
Because we are young
But with things like this, I just know, you are the only love in my life
