My body is running dry

Once again you say good bye
i messed it up again
once again you say i lie
fie failed to prove my love again

your still, my lover
but i must cover my pain from you

why must i always do mistakes
its making my wrists cry lakes

why must it always end this way
for you my love, i pray

let me make you happy one day
then we shall all see this sun ray

but for now my darkest fear
is if you disappear

crying day, crying night
no more ray, no more light

please someone help me
please someone help thee

rip my heart out so i dint hurt you
sear my soul in two

my evil black mind
when yours is oh, so kind

help me, save me, form hurting you