She gave up all hope. she gave up her faith. the mom didn't listen, the father didn't care. & the brother barley ever knew that she was there. She didn't know what to do. Drugs took her away..into a place where pain couldn't be felt. the pain was gone for amount of time..every amount was worth her every penny, her every dime. she didn't care, the pain was gone.& its been so long since shes felt a peace in side her heart. No one knew these things..but her life was really tearing apart. Her life was sinking down, the road she had tooken made her go to a complete stop. The life she wanted no more to be apart of, is what she got. She killed her self one afternoon.. parents weren't home& her brother always left so soon. She over dosed to do the job..to send her up to heaven to see god.she wrote down in small letters..this is what i have become. i got what i have wanted, but i feel like i still haven't won.Whats that feeling that i've longed for so long? the feeling to be loved? the feeling that some one cares?.i think it is, because to be honest. i never really had anyone there.
