Unaware trapped in a world of harshness trapped in a silence of the unknown my body is quiet my body is still my eyes are closed and have no warmth to feel you see me lying in this bed my head upon white pillows with my heart upon my sleeve you talk to me and think I dont hear, you talk to me and I cannot tell you what I feel I hear you and want to scream I want to leap up and say I know I understand please donâ leave Im cold cant get warm Im thinking but everything is so unclear blurry grey black and blue I have bruises that you dont see my face is angelic but my heart is weak unconsious heart bleeding crying inside while I lay in your bed. Please dont give up on me Im doing all I can Please just stay and love me for me Im in love with you that is all that is clear I lay here all alone trapped in a body I cannot move my mind is trying to wrap itself around this somewhere along the way my mind over took my heart Im so alone you may sit here and look at me and talk to me but I cannot respond you think I have given up you think I cannot fight alone and flawed that is how Im guessing I will stay laying here frozen in time wishing that you could hear my soul cry for you all I want is this pain to leave wont my bruised to heal and this pain to fade
Everything that has happened time has passed then you heard my cry and Im so grateful you were still by my side you kept your heart open and looked at me and saw that my bruises have gone and I am healed after all this time Ive come to an awareness you never left me you were always here you did hear my cries and did know my fear you were the one who said I love you dear you were the one who was always near awake now I see that you have always love me just for me
