O[L]D M[E]

The old me in the distance
I don't know how to get her back
how carefree I once was
how my heart was once intact

my eyes hardly shed a tear
and now my eyes are blurred
not knowing where I'm going
my inner voice unheard

I once cherished every day
now the nights are too long
hours I've spent crying
thinking how this love was wrong

I cannot put this smile back
or the light once in my eyes
every night I hear your voice
in my head I hear your lies

I wish I knew how to go back
I long to smile again
to have my heart mended
as it was, before you came.