Letting Me Out But Keeping Me In

Looking toward
The wrong end
Walking toward the dark
Smelling the pain
Tasting hate
Feeling lost
Not even stepping
One foot out of my
World and feeling
All this in a rush
Close to my heart
Making it cold enough
To make me stop
Breathing
The blood running
Through my body burning
As it moves slowly
From all the hate
Around me
And me just an innocent
Soul dying for causes
That don’t matter just
Taking a dark blanket
And putting it over my
Face so I wont see it
But the more I don’t
See it the more I feel
It in every inch in
My body eating me
Up and I find myself lost
In this world my mind makes
But my body believes
Making me live
It everyday of my
Life