Its my turn now

I could say sorry for being me
but thats not the problem nor case
remember you hurt me intentionally
so when you see me, you will be replaced.

I try to understand your thoughts
or conclusions to which you preferred
you weren't my shining armor
I'm reckless now, haven't you heard?

Yeah thats what i turned out to be
because i couldn't have you
you hurt me multiple times
not once, but more than two.

Its my turn now so hear me out
and listen to what Ive kept inside
What happened to the "i love yous"
Thanks for swallowing my pride.