Why Heaven, why not me?

I miss you so much,
you don't have a clue.
You left me alone,
now what do I do?
How can I go on,
without you by my side?
These feelings I have,
they're no longer inside.
You left me alone,
how could you do this to me?
I loved you so much,
why couldn't you see?
You left me for heaven,
for those pearly white gates.
You left here without me,
why couldn't you wait?
I just wanted to say,
I love you so much.
But it's to late for that,
I've suffered enough.
You weren't just a dad,
but a hero instead.
You were my idol,
but now you're just dead.
So I'll tell you now,
I didn't say goodbye.
I know you're still here,
and for you I won't cry.

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