I need to know.

Am I really human?
Is this how I feel?
Is that what I said?
Is this even real?

Did I hurt you that bad?
Did you mean to hurt me?
Was it something I did,
Or something I didn't see?

How long has it been?
How often do I cry
How long will I regret
the way I said goodbye?

Was it even the truth?
Do you really believe it?
How long will it take
for you to see it?

Inside, are you sorry?
Do you miss me at all?
Was it really that fun
to watch me crumble and fall?

Why don't you love me?
When did you stop?
Did you really need to kill me
to get your spot on top?

Do you remember the good times?
Are you even sad?
Am I really responsible
for all the bad times we had?

Why didn't you tell me?
What didn't I say?
Do you know what Ive been through?
What price did you pay?

Why don't you need me?
Have you had enough?
And please, could you tell me
the definition of love?

Is she smarter than me?
Is she what you need?
Will I forget this pain?
Will I remember to breathe?