Upset

Why do people always put me down
but never remember to pick me back up?
why make a habit of being nasty
ive done nothing to deserve it
i need a shoulder to cry on
instead of crying on my own
i want my boyfriend to talk to me
and tell me im briliant
and not all the things people
make me out to be
i want to move away from here
so im away from all the hurt
i dont care about friends or family
i just want the pain to end
i want the bullying to stop
even though ive left college...so yea
im unemployed
i dont get out much i spend most of my time
with my boyfriend
so how can people be so nasty
i suppose its because im small
but im fedup of being called small
and midget and smurf
i want people to respect me
to stop calling me names
and taunting me
its only started just recently
i just cant explain
i always keep my problems to myself
but now they are all coming out
coming out in a whole
making me feel my life is stupid
meaningless and that im unworthy
i dont have good people skills
but ive always stayed on the right side of people
and they have to me aswell
i want to stop being bullied
its not my fault i am who i am
and believe me
if i could change myself
i would do in a second
i dont want my life to end but
this pain is too immense
ive never done anyhting to deserve this!
NOTHING
i just want it to stop
but i guess thats too much to ask

i just wrote this....maybe it cant be classed as a poem but its my feelings at this present moment
comment or rate if you want i dont care anymore thanks