I
Have an addiction
My addiction is not toxic
Yet it still kills me inside
There is no where I can go
Nothing I can do
To get away from it
I am permanently cursed
To hold my addiction to you
From the first breath you took in front of me
To the last
I have been addicted
There is nothing I can do to stop it
How you hold this power over my mind
My body
My soul
I yet do not know
I need
To stop it
This addiction has left me stuck in time
Unable to move forward
Unable to love another
Why do you curse me
You have made sure
When I have the strength to move on
You shoot me down
Bring me back to you
I am forever
In your possession
Hated day and night
By your smile
I am trapt
Lost in my hopes and dreams
Lost in your lies
That I hoped to become truths
I sit here
Alone
No matter how much I try
I will always be
Stuck here
Alone
I
Have an addiction
Though it's not toxic
It still kills me inside
