Suppress

So I want to be sad
I want to feel more sorrow
Things have been looking up
For today and tomorrow

I don't know why I want to cry
And want to miss you more
I guess I'm feeling guilt
for this new person I adore

Forgive me for my blatancy
and know i mean the best
that you are still with me
just seems the sadness i manage to suppress

I'm IN love with you no more
but still love and miss you so
Just cant remember what we felt like
Cant remember the things I used to know