I've lost

When you've got no 1 to turn 2
when People that were there 4 you
are suddenly no longer there
and the distance between you
and a friend becomes
more than you can bare
when your eyes are heavy
from the held in tears
your heart has bottled
throughout the years
my heart is tearing
i am running weak
the sadness is depressing
and far to deep
i sit up and cry
as i think 2 myself
why did i portray that lie?
i need to stop this isn't fun
I've lost this game i haven't won