Just Don't Know

They ask me why I bother,
Why i even care,
They say i shouldn't listen,
To the emotions that are still there.

Maybe you were right,
Maybe its all a dream,
Or maybe its a wager,
For the soul that is within.

I just don't really know,
The answers are just not there,
Everything is soo messed up,
And the heart just doesn't care.

Everyday is a hassle,
A disappointment to,
I wake up every morning,
My wish does not come true.

They say to give him love,
If you can't, then hope will do,
If you can't offer man that,
Then give him something to do.

For me the love is dead,
Hope is just a lie,
I'm running out of things to do,
Maybe it is my time.

I just a bit confused,
I don't know what to do,
A mixed ball of emotions,
My heart still belongs to you,