Will someone?

Cant they see im hurting?
Cant they see im dying inside?
I cant help but be unhappy
And I dont even know why

Every night I wonder why
Why I bother to wake each day
Only to paste a smile on my face
To make them think im ok

Im always tired and grumpy
No matter how hard I try
I either seem to scream and shout
Or I jus sit alone and cry

I want to be happy
I really want to try
But ever time I come close
I just fall apart inside

Every one thinks im perfect
Smiling, listening and helping
But cant they see its me
Whose heart is really breaking?

I try to be there for everyone
But who is there for me
When I need a helping hand
So the future I can see

Wont some one just give me
A shoulder so I can cry?
To tell me lifes worth living
And ill get there if I try?