Don't Judge Me

Have you ever fell asleep with tears in your eyes?
Have you ever felt alone in a crowded room?
Have you ever starved through a day because someone told you that you were fat?
Have you ever watched yourself bleed because someone said you weren't good enough?
Have you ever slept on a cold basement floor because your mother didn't want a suck kid upstairs in bed?
Have you ever sat in a classroom and been totally confused about what's going on when your trying so hard to keep up?
Have you ever had a friend stab you in the back causing you to lose everything?
Have you ever walked down the halls trying so hard to fight your tears away?
Have you ever lived in a house with no family table in the kitchen?
Did you grow up on fast food and only have a home cooked meal twice a year because your mother was to stubborn to have a real supper?
Have you ever held a pen to a blank sheet of paper and wrote your heart out because no one else wanted to listen?
Have you ever stayed up all night praying for you mother to die?
Have you ever felt like running away from it all but had no place to go?
Have you ever felt like the ugliest person in the room inside and out?
Have you ever loaded a gun and put it to your head?
Have you ever been looked down upon because of something you didn't even do but no one believes the truth?
Have you ever had someone tell you they love you and then turn around and stab you right in the face without a care at all?
Until you understand
Anything I'm going through
Don't you dare judge me.