One last time

One last time,
I'll put you to bed,
walk you to the house,
and tell you to use your fricken head.

One last time,
I'll watch you drink,
watch you fall around.
Ask myself what I should think.

One last time,
I'll let you call me an ugly name,
ask myself if it's my fault.
but no, you're the one to blame.

One last time,
I'll ask you to leave the bottle,
but why would you do that dad?
you have to be a perfect role model.

I'll cry and yell,
you'll drink more vodka and lime,
I'll lie to myself,
yet again saying, one last time.