The unavoidable

Fatally wounded but unable to die. It comes as no surprise but there are still tears in these eyes. Take away the pain because it will only drive me insane. Happiness is a last breath away but why is this the only way? I'm hurting so much deep down, hell, it's ALL around, but how do I keep my feet firmly on the ground. Bittersweet feelings, unreasonable thoughts, my emotions do some healing while my heart is in knots. I know the good news, but it only comes with sorrowful dues. How can I say goodbye when all that comes out is a mournful cry? I've prayed to prolong the inevitable chain, but it seems as though it was all done in vain. I know I cannot cast blame, but it is hard to accept the unexplained. Although this is a tragic event maybe it was heaven sent because along with her descent will go her long time torment.

For my Tina.