My angels are demons

I have no memories
no sense of time
my past is gone
no longer mine
some how Ive forgotten what created me
a mother, a father, a hated breed
a demon, my angel in my blood
turns thought and feeling into mud
emotions like love and joy
are canceled out, null and void
feelings like these, long since dead
killed by the demon in my head
and I'm better for it
I'm stronger now
Ive finally found my way out
now all thats left is anger and pride
these two demons, angels at my side
they keep my sane
safe from pain
when i was blind
they let me see
so that i could destroy what was destroying me
false emotion, devotion to love
i know now
to not feel
is all thats real