The Light Went Out

The candle flickered,
the light went out,
darkness surrounds me,
in my shame and doubt.

Constant troubles,
are casted my way
just hoping to get through,
till the end of the day.

Starring at the ceiling,
lying awake at night
which way to turn
which battle to fight

I try to stay positive
I try to fight back
I honestly tried my hardest,
some things you just lack.

I put the gun to my head
I slowly closed my eyes
I pulled on the trigger
and another soul dies