Why me?

The life i lead must have some light,
As why else would she copy me,
Say she is feeling low, cutting her wrists and watching blood flow,
Why does so try to lead my life?
Doesn't she see it's all full of strife?
So she got what she wanted, a councilor too,
But the one she got is not what she wanted to do,
She wanted to see the same person as me,
So she said to the teacher, miss miss i want to die,
Let me see Nikki like Kaleigh i beg,
so she got there, she made it, i knew she loved me.
Why does she like me? Why does she care, Why does she have the guts to even dare,
last year she wanted to kill me, but now she wants to be me, well I'm sick of it now, and i want to kill her,
but I'm too nice to tell her, so I'm telling you instead!