Abandoned

How can i sleep?
He hurt me.
I try to cry myself to sleep.
And can not.
Tiredness come upon my eyes.

Have you ever been abandoned?
By your father?
The one man that is said a girl can only trust.
I have found that a lie.

A deer in the headlights.
I want to awake from this nightmare more then ever.

I want to become a rose with thorns.
Thorns bigger then my peddles.

So that i can never be hurt
Never be happy.

Just be admired and alone.
A beauty that is preserved forever.