Should I Let Go?

This silence is killing me...
I'm screaming out your name!
Your actions show clearly
That you're done with this game...

All good things come to an end,
But you're too ignorant to notify me...
I guess I'm slowly losing a friend,
I guess, for happiness, I'll have to wait & see...

I love you more than you'll know,
You did so much for me!
So why are you choosing to go
When you came into my life willingly?

A part of me is dying...
You won't talk to me any more...
I'm spending nights crying,
I never spent nights like this before...

You don't even try at all
To try and stay in touch...
I tried, i wrote and i did call
All because i miss you so much!

When you told me you were leaving,
I remember i help make all of my tears...
Your words at first, i weren't believing
Since you were the happiness I've waited for these years...

You TOLD me you'd stay in touch with me,
You SAID you'd do whatever it takes...
I sit here waiting... unhappy...
And it hurts because my heart just breaks...

I want to just let you go
But every time i even try,
You finally come through
With a message making me smile & cry...

I'm so confused with you,
You're killing me with you not being around...
I loved talking to you!
But you're a reason why I'm falling down...

I can't read your damn mind,
And i really just don't know,
If you're leaving me behind,
Or if i should just let go...