Just this ONCe

I know nothing ever lasts,
it ends just as it begins.
but why am i always walking out
just as you walk in?

the words just don't come easily
because nothing ever does
I'm battling just to be with you
but I've destroyed all there was of us

i can't explain myself to you
you'd never understand
but just this once don't judge me
i need to hold your hand

i know this just can't last
because nothing ever does
but just this once don't judge me
i need you just this once